By Steve Clayton
‘Time out of joint’, states Hamlet and for once I know what he means. For the past few months I have been out of sorts, back in sorts and out of sorts again, on a regular basis; with memories that do not seem to jibe with the world around me. Kim, lucky girl, has been caught up in my confusion and, luckily for me has not run in the other direction or had me committed. I have been worried I was losing my mind or had had some sort of mini-stroke that has altered my perception of reality. I worried about how I would even know if something like that had happened. Luckily that thought triggered a memory of a conversation I had had with my family doctor (who was Holistic before his time) over fifteen years ago. My mother had been diagnosed with Alzheimer’s and I was suddenly worried about my own memory ‘lapses’ and was Alzheimer’s genetic? Dr. P simply replied that the fact I was aware of memory ‘lapses’ was a sure sign I did not have Alzheimer’s for if I did I would not be aware of any discrepancies. The same applies today, so no worries mate!
Perhaps but I was still curious as to what was going on? Kim and I discussed what was happen with energy shifts, Mother Earth, Ascension into Unity Consciousness and the return of the Divine Feminine. Kim in a conversation with Mother God/Mother Earth was told this time is especially hard on men as the ‘power’ was shifting away from them and going to women as 2500 years of male domination was coming to an end; something the male ego was not totally on board with. (I know this, I told myself). The more a man is in his heart rather than his head the easier this transition is for him. (I know that as well, I told myself for I am in my heart).Yet I was still ‘out of joint.’
Now anyone who knows me or has had a healing session with me knows I am a strong advocate of grounding to Mother Earth; I do so on a daily basis. Doing so early this morning Mother Earth pushed her way passed my ego (I was to discover that although I was grounding myself to Mother’s energy I was not opening myself up to her wisdom and messages) to tell me I had become ‘lazy’ (‘no judgment’ she stressed). I was allowing Kim to do all the work, get the vast majority of messages for us, all under the guise of allowing women to own their power. Mother Earth pointed out that I was giving away my own power willingly. She reminded me that this return of the Divine Feminine was not a return to polarity consciousness but rather signalled that the movement towards Unity Consciousness had begun. The Divine Feminine and Divine Masculine were stronger when they worked together rather than when they worked as adversaries. Yes, this could be a difficult time for men as their hearts wanted them in one time/dimension/ world (i.e., unity) while their heads still yearned for polarity and the status quo. Hence as I unknowingly bounced between unity and polarity whole conversations and interactions with Kim and the world were not in sync. We were arguing more, my fault, I was edgy, my fault, I was critical, again my fault, as all the while on the periphery of my consciousness I could hear both Mother Earth and my Higher Self trying to awaken me to what was happening with me; I chose not to hear or see.
Early this morning chose to hear, to see, and I feel much better for it. Kim commented on how I seemed much happier this morning. I am much happier. So, guys, if you are going through this or something similar at this time and driving both yourself and the women in your life crazy remember it is not terminal and there really is a Light at the end of the tunnel and that Light is all of us.