By Kim Hutchinson
As we hit the halfway mark of 2013, I am starting to see the proverbial light at the end of a very long tunnel. The Super Moon of June 23 brought a huge dose of healing and restorative energy into the world, and helped us to purge our emotional, subconscious triggers and past life karma. If you’re like me, then you were more than ready for that healing!
To say that 2013 has been challenging would be an understatement. From my vantage point, it feels like we’re running a relay race. At the end of 2012, my leg finished and I passed the baton onto the next runner. On the one hand, I was relieved and happy not to have to carry the torch of ascension any longer. It was a challenging spiritual mission, but one about which I felt passionate. That spiritual drive pushed me out of my comfort zone into the public eye, and propelled me say and write things that frequently caused my human half discomfort. It wasn’t that I didn’t believe in what I was doing; only that I would have preferred to do privately. Alas, Spirit had other ideas for me. (That is what happens when you invite God to work through you.)
2013 came in with a lovely glow. Initially, I found myself content to sit and back and observe the next wave run their leg of the race. My heart was gladdened by the number of people awakening and growing in their spiritual awareness. The love revolution was really taking root. All seemed well for a time, and then the bottom dropped out of my cozy world. I’m not talking about external factors, although there were a few. My angst was more existential. I felt like I no longer had a raison d’être. My desire to teach, heal and guide waned during this phase, and I found myself afloat in a rudderless boat on an unknown sea. Suffice as to say, this was rather uncomfortable. The inertia lasted for months, and it hurt in many ways: mental, emotional, physical, spiritual, and financial. We were barely scraping by. It got so bad that I even considered abandoning Clayhut and moving in a completely different direction. Thankfully, I lacked the motivation and desire to take action.
Then we moved into May, the month of my solar return, and I thought we would notice an improvement in circumstances. Instead, the quiet unease came to a rolling boil. I was struggling to see the point of all this turmoil and finding it increasingly hard to help others. That’s when the universe sent me the help I needed. An intuitive healer contacted me and asked if she could be of assistance. We had never met, but Spirit brought us together in a remarkable way. Through the gift of her wisdom and healing flower essences, I began to emerge from void back into the land of living.
That brought us into June. The month was kinder and gentler than its five predecessors. I was sure I could hear humanity breathe a collective sigh of relief. Still, I had recurring problems that seemingly had no point of origin in this life. That’s when another healer came to my aid. She told me that I was experiencing past life triggers. Her insight led to cascading “A-ha!” moments as pieces of the puzzle fell into place. As I began to purge this past life, I felt lighter and freer; and, as I embraced these forgotten memories, I reclaimed my power in this life. The experience served to highlight the importance of past life healing, and to rejuvenate my desire to help others with their karma.
The Super Moon on June 23 helped to purge the remaining angst, and to infuse me with excitement for the future. I’m happy to say that not only have Steve and I been purging our past, but we’re also purging our bodies of fat, toxins and other forms of physical blockages. Throughout the ascension process, I continued to gain weight and ignore my body’s needs. I am now exercising daily and am losing inches. I feel wonderful! We must jettison our weight (i.e. emotional baggage, karma) to let in more light. Whether or not you feel the need to shed weight, we are all in the process converting our heavy, dense forms into crystalline Spirit Light Bodies.
As we journey into the second half of this remarkable year, I wish you increased joy, fulfillment, pleasure, love and Lightness of Being.